Feeling better today

For the first time in a couple of weeks I actually feel "good" today. Still having some pain on my right side, but I actually feel okay. Now if only it weren't FREEZING outside I would take Logan to do something fun, but it's way too cold out. We'll bake some cookies after naptime he likes helping with that.

We put our tree up days ago, and put the lights on it, but still no ornaments, I just haven't felt like it, so maybe we will do that tonight too.

So Brian's sister has irritated me once again (big surprise there huh?). After my transfer Sunday I will be on bedrest for 4 days. Brian has the last 2 weeks of the year off and could switch some days but I don't want him too unless we absolutely cannot find anyone to help. So we have to find people to come and help me with Logan Monday-Wednesday next week. Well his sister has off on Wednesdays so he called and left a message with her husband a couple of days ago asking if she could come over for part of the day next week...haven't heard from her. I have never asked her to baby-sit, she however baby-sits his other nephew all the time, which is fine since his brother is only interested in pawning his kid off on people and I on the other hand LIKE to spend time with my son. You could at least call and say you have plans or something. I'm surprised she even sent me a message on my Facebook acknowleding this whole process. Oh and his mom pissed me off too! She who told everybody she knows about our beign fertility challenged...said she MAY be able to come watch Logan next week but it depends on BIL's wife and her work schedule which she won't know until today. BIL and his wife NEVER have their child he is always with her parents or his. Just kind of pisses me off since we never ask them to sit, and this is like a 1 time IMPORTANT thing. Tell her sorry you need to help out your other son for once...geez. His family really is beyond my last nerve.

I'm still waiting for my chance to be evil at Christmas. BIL's wife made a big deal at Logan's b-day party about wanting to come and bring Connor trick or treating with us. Well I called her 3 times the week before and she never called back. They never came. Brian talked to his brother the day before and he said he would call him back and never did, Brian was even a little mad. I haven't talked to her since. I'm betting at Christmas I get the "oh Kelly I'm so sorry about trick or treat"...I will just interupt by lettign her know that if she were that "sorry" she would have shown the courtesy of calling prior then 2 months later to apologize. I'm just so sick of all the crap with my 2 SIL's. It's funny how Molly (BIL's wife) used to hate Becky (SIL) and talk such shit about her, and now they are best buddies. One might think I'm jealous of this, but that isn't it, I'm just angry that I always look like the bad one when they are the ones who do their own thing all the time, but when I am expected to be a part of something and don't want too, then I'm the bitch.

Oh in-laws...