Monday, November 10, 2008

I have my own little black raincloud

Just a poor, poor pitiful me post here...these shots are kicking my butt! I have been throwing up, having headaches, every bone in my body aches, and my stomach is so bloated I look about 5 months pregnant. It pretty much sucks. Luckily I had co-workers to give me my shots all weekend, but then last night I had to do my own again, I hadn't slept since coming off of my 12 hour night shift Saturday, had to spend the day at my in-laws, Logan was a spazz all day, and I felt like crap! So insert needle, realize it isn't in all the way, have to push it in further, it hurt TERRIBLY, inject oncology drug, and start bawling!!! I know it will be worth it in the end, but I'm just so tired...

I bought Jon and Kate's book this weekend and finished it in about an hour and a half last night. She really irritates me on the show lately, but the book was basically about her TTC, her pregnancy, and the time right after the sextuplets were born. She is inspiring and it was a good read. I just keep telling myself others TTC have it much harder then I do : ( IF is a horrible, horrible thing!

My dear little pregnant cousin apparently has some new crap to deal with, or should I say my aunt and uncle do. The sheriffs department contacted them last night to set up an interview. Apparently my cousin's guidance counselor called the police because my cousin is 17 (she will be 18 when the baby is born), and her boyfriend just turned 19. They dated all during high school and he was a junior when she was a freshman, so its not a creepy child molestor situation, but still illegal! The sheriff told my aunt that is not her choice to press charges, that the state may do it anyways. My mom said that normally they just put these people on probation and don't give them jail time, but he will then forever be considered a sex offender an dhave to register as one! My poor aunt...

I was laso volunteered to throw her baby shower, hopefully I am also pregnant by that time or it will be really hard. Although I do like to throw a party and plan on making it awesome for her. I figure she may be young, but this will be her only baby shower (we only throw one for the first in our family) and she shouldn't get the shaft just because she's young...

Well I'm going ot try to reason with my 2 year old now and get him to take a nap...

1 comment:

Liz said...

Hang in there Kelly the whole process sucks but hopefully you will have another one as great as Logan!