We're getting there

So tonight is Day 4 of stims. I have been a puking mess since we started. I was actually sent home from work early Saturday morning, and didn't go in last night and am not going in tonight. I had a follie check today and my ovaries are already Super Stimulated. Tons of follies on each side, and quite a few pretty big ones. They want them between 18-20cm, and I already have at least 7-8 on each side measuring at 10cm. We are decreasing my Follistim tonight as a precaution...no OHSS for me (I hope!). So even with my E2 setback, we may still have an egg retrieval this coming weekend. Initially it would have been Saturday, since I am stimming so quickly it may be Sunday, I may only need 8 days on stims, which I am totally fine with. Dare I let myself think this may work, I just know I will be heartbroken if it doesn't...